Fear

The worry never really goes away . . . it is just under the surface and I just keep hoping that it never shows its ugly face again.  Yet tonight when Colin had me feel a bump on his jaw, then told me how he has had pain in his shin bone the past several days, and that he fell asleep in his Law class today -- immediately my mind goes back there.  I know that these things are probably all explainable, yet I feel anxious.  Will see how he is feeling the next couple of days and decide if i need to call a doctor.