December 28

Ok so its been 4 months and not a whole lot has changed. I'm still fat -- in fact, I'm fatter. Clint and I joined LA Fitness in September or October and were going religiously. However the past 2-3 weeks we have gone maybe 2 times. The holidays have been a non-stop eating fest. I feel like shit.

now I know my friend Tammy is starting today with WW points. I clearly have no self control and allow myself the extra week of shitty eating, so I can order Chinese food on New Year's Eve.

I seriously have never felt this gross in my entire life. I'm almost as big as I was when I was 9 months pregnant! HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Ok so Tammy challenged me to no sodas for 3 months -- i think?? St. Pat's day, is that what you said? So this afternoon was my last soda -- a Diet Pepsi. I'm now back on water. And realized that I have not had water in a long time! I drink it when I work out, but that is it. So back on water i am. And next week --- back on points. ugh

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